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La candelora: riconoscere la luce Divina nella vita quotidiana

Pubblicato il: venerdì 2 Febbraio 2024

“Ora lascia, o Signore, che il tuo servo vada in pace secondo la tua parola; perché i miei occhi han visto la tua salvezza, preparata da te davanti a tutti i popoli, luce per illuminare le genti e gloria del tuo popolo Israele”       Luca 2, 29-32

Voglio iniziare questa mia breve riflessione sulla festa della Candelora, proprio con queste parole del Vangelo di Luca, perché racchiudono l’essenza più vera e più profonda di tale ricorrenza. La Candelora cade il 2 febbraio, 40 giorni dopo il Natale di nostro Signore. È la festa liturgica della Presentazione di Gesù al tempio: infatti, compiuti i giorni della purificazione, come vuole la legge di Mosè, Giuseppe e Maria si recano a Gerusalemme per adempiere tale rito. Ed è qui che compare il vecchio Simeone, uomo timorato di Dio, a cui era stato predetto che non sarebbe morto, prima di vedere il Messia. La fede di Simeone è grande: anche se i suoi occhi sono vecchi e stanchi, ora vede, ora stringe tra le sue braccia il Figlio di Dio, lo riconosce. “Nunc dimittis”, queste le sue parole: ora può anche morire, perché la Luce è venuta nel mondo.

Bellissima questa preghiera di ringraziamento di Simeone: ha aspettato un’intera vita, ha creduto, ha avuto Fede, si è lasciato guidare dalla potenza dello Spirito Santo… ha riconosciuto in un Bambino appena nato il Messia. Ed è questa la grandezza, la profondità e l’attualità del vecchio Simeone: quanti di noi oggi riconoscono nella propria vita Gesù Cristo come luce, come salvezza, come consolazione e come speranza? Molto spesso viviamo senza Dio, non lo cerchiamo, o se lo pensiamo lo releghiamo all’ultimo posto in una scala di valori materialistici, rincorrendo un’effimera e vana felicità. Tutto questo in un mondo secolarizzato, profondamente scristianizzato e i fatti della Storia, a cui assistiamo ogni giorno, ne sono la prova conclamata. Avere la Fede di Simeone, oggi, significa non lasciare passare il Signore invano, significa stare alla porta del tempio, che è la nostra vita, riconoscerlo ed accoglierlo come l’unica e vera Luce che può rischiarare l’oscurità e le tenebre della nostra anima.

Simeone il vecchio, Simeone il giusto, Simeone l’uomo timorato di Dio: sempre il suo esempio e le sue parole hanno illuminato la mia esistenza. Non a caso, uno dei miei figli porta questo nome: ogni giorno prego perché anche lui possa avere Occhi e soprattutto Cuore, per riconoscere il Signore che passa.

Allora il 2 febbraio, festa della Candelora, vado in chiesa per assistere alla benedizione delle candele e chiedo a Gesù Cristo di illuminare sempre la mia vita, la vita dei miei figli e quella di tutte le persone che mi sono care. Riconoscere ed incontrare Dio: questo per me è il senso della Candelora, il suo significato più profondo.

Rita Razza

Closing the Rogatory Inquiry: Unveiling the Profound Spiritual Journey of Mother Carla

Pubblicato il: giovedì 25 Gennaio 2024

I would like to commence by echoing the words of Mother Carla: “If we pause for a moment to meditate on the mystery of the Incarnation of the Word, we can only remain speechless and silent before the greatness of the Trinity” (Frascati, July 14, 2003).

Dear members of the Tribunal, dear Father Shiju Cleetus, dear Sister Carmela, dear Sisters and Friends, as we come together today to celebrate the conclusion of the rogatory inquiry in the cause for the beatification of Mother Carla Borgheri, let us not forget the profound humand and spiritual context in which her life unfolded.

Mother Carla Borgheri’s journey was not only marked by a profound commitment to the good of humanity but was deeply rooted in her devotion to the Holy Trinity. Just as she meditated on the mystery of the Incarnation, we too are reminded of the role of the Virgin Mary, who, with humility and faith, became the vessel through which the Word became flesh. In honoring Mother Carla, we also pay homage to the sacred feminine and the strength derived from Mary’s example.

Her resolute dedication to alleviating suffering and promoting love and kindness finds resonance in the teachings of Saint Joseph, the earthly father of Jesus. Like Saint Joseph, Mother Carla embraced a life of detachment and unwavering trust in Jesus, embodying the virtues of humility and selfless service.

Born with a heart full of compassion and a mind guided by the Holy Spirit, Mother Carla’s journey draws parallels with the lives of Mary and Joseph. She worked diligently to uplift the marginalized, offering comfort to the oppressed, and advocating for those forgotten by society.

Throughout the beatification process, we have delved into the stories of Mother Carla’s life, discovering the countless instances in which her love and kindness were the guiding light for those in need. Her selfless acts, whether caring for the sick or comforting the afflicted, have left an unforgettable mark on the pages of our common humanity.

Mother Carla’s journey challenges us to look at our own lives and consider how we, too, can contribute to the betterment of the world around us, drawing inspiration from the humility of Mary and the steadfast trust of Saint Joseph.

In celebrating Mother Carla Borgheri today, we are not merely honoring a historical figure but embracing a timeless example of love and compassion. May her beatification serve as a call to action for all of us, inspiring a renewed commitment to service, empathy, and the desire for a more just and compassionate world.

Thank you, and may the spirit of Mother Carla, guided by the love of the Holy Trinity, continue to inspire and guide us all.

Waldery Hilgeman

Chiusura dell’inchiesta rogatoria: svelando il profondo viaggio spirituale di Madre Carla

Pubblicato il: giovedì 25 Gennaio 2024

Desidero iniziare echeggiando le parole di Madre Carla: se ci fermiamo un momento a meditare sul mistero dell’incarnazione della parola, possiamo solo restare senza parole e in silenzio di fronte alla grandezza della Trinità; (frascati, 14 luglio 2003).

Cari membri del tribunale, caro padre Shiju Cleetus, cara suor Carmela, care sorelle e amici, oggi ci riuniamo per celebrare la conclusione dell’inchiesta rogatoria nella causa per la beatificazione di Madre Carla Borgheri. Non dimentichiamo il profondo contesto umano e spirituale in cui si è sviluppata la sua vita.

Il percorso di Madre Carla Borgheri, è profondamente radicato nella sua devozione alla Santissima Trinità. Meditando proprio il mistero dell’Incarnazione, ricordiamo il ruolo della Vergine Maria, che, con umiltà e fede, divenne il vaso attraverso cui la parola si fece carne. Onorando Madre Carla, rendiamo omaggio anche al sacro femminile e alla forza derivata dall’esempio di Maria.

La sua risoluta dedizione nel alleviare la sofferenza e promuovere amore e gentilezza trova riscontro negli insegnamenti di san Giuseppe, il padre terreno di Gesù. Come san Giuseppe, Madre Carla abbracciò una vita di distacco e fiducia incondizionata in Gesù, incarnando le virtù di umiltà e servizio disinteressato. Nata con un cuore pieno di compassione e una mente guidata dallo spirito santo, il percorso di Madre Carla trova paralleli con le vite di Maria e Giuseppe. Lavorò diligentemente per elevare gli emarginati, offrendo conforto agli oppressi e facendosi portavoce di coloro dimenticati dalla società. Durante il processo di beatificazione, abbiamo esplorato le storie della vita di Madre Carla, scoprendo le innumerevoli occasioni in cui il suo amore e la sua gentilezza furono la luce guida per chi ne aveva bisogno. I suoi atti altruisti, che fossero curare i malati o confortare gli afflitti, hanno lasciato un’impronta indelebile nelle pagine della nostra umanità comune.

Il percorso di Madre Carla ci sfida a esaminare le nostre vite e a considerare come anche noi possiamo contribuire al miglioramento del mondo che ci circonda, tratti dall’umiltà di Maria e dalla fiducia incrollabile di san Giuseppe. Celebrando oggi Madre Carla Borgheri, non stiamo solo onorando una figura storica, ma abbracciamo un esempio senza tempo di amore e compassione. Possa la sua beatificazione servire da richiamo all’azione per tutti noi, ispirando un impegno rinnovato al servizio, all’empatia e al desiderio di un mondo più giusto e compassionevole. Grazie, e che lo spirito di Madre Carla, guidato dall’amore della santa trinità, continui a ispirarci e guidarci tutti.

Dott. Waldery Hilgeman

ENGLISH VERSION

The Homily during thanksgiving mass for the conclusion of the Rogatory inquiry

Pubblicato il: giovedì 25 Gennaio 2024

Dear Fathers, Sisters and Brothers in Jesus Christ, first of all, I Wish you a very happy feast.

Judas had the best pastor, the best leader, the best adviser, the best counselor. Yet he failed. The problem is not leadership or the church you go to. You will always be the same if your attitude or character doesn’t change or your heart doesn’t transform.

Today, the Church is commemorating the conversion of St. Paul, an apostle. According to St. Mark, Jesus resurrected and bestowed a mission upon the apostles. The mission was to go out to the whole world and proclaim the Good News. This included the idea that faith and baptism are essential for salvation. In fact, Jesus said, “Whoever believes and is baptized will be saved; whoever does not believe will be condemned” (Mk 16:16). Furthermore, Christ guarantees that preachers will be given the authority to work miracles or prodigies which will support and confirm their missionary preaching (cf. Mk 17:18). Though the mission is enormous – “Go into the whole world” – it will not be without the Lord’s escort. Jesus promised, “And behold, I am with you always, until the end of the age” (Mt 28:20). Today’s collect tells us: “O God, by the preaching of your apostle Paul, you have caused the light of the Gospel to shine throughout the world: Grant, we pray, that we, having his wonderful conversion in remembrance, may show ourselves thankful to you by following his holy teaching.” A gospel God has allowed us to know and that so many souls would desire to have: we are responsible for transmitting this wonderful heritage to whatever extent we can.

The ceremonies, observances, liturgical rites, food prohibitions, and works prescribed by the Old Law were not enough to establish a person’s right relationship with God. The grace of faith in Christ is the only means of justification. Faith is not a one-time action but a continuous process of entrusting ourselves to Christ, being united with Him, and living in conformity with His life, which is characterized by love. As stated by Paul, we are justified by faith that is expressed through love (Galatians 5:14). St. Paul’s conversion is a great event: from persecuting Jesus’ followers, he converted into a servant and defender of the cause of Christ. Quite often, perhaps, we have also been “persecutors”: and, as St. Paul, we need to convert from “persecutors” into servants and defenders of Jesus Christ.

What does Paul’s conversion mean for us?” This question was pondered by Pope Emeritus Benedict and he answered it by saying, “We can only consider ourselves Christians if we have a personal encounter with Christ” (Benedict XVI, September 3, 2008). Becoming a Christian is not just about adopting a new philosophy or choosing to follow a new moral code. It goes much deeper and is the result of encountering the risen Christ through Scripture, prayer, acts of love, and participation in the Church’s liturgy. Once our faith in Christ is genuine, it is transformed into charity and love.

St. Augustine once said that just as Saul was led to Ananias, the fierce wolf is led to the innocent sheep. However, the Shepherd, who watches over all from the top of heaven, reassures the wolf, saying, “Do not be afraid.” It is truly remarkable! The once-captive wolf is now being led towards the very sheep it used to hunt. And the Lamb who gave His life for the sheep is now teaching the wolf to not be afraid.

The Catechism of the Catholic Church, in paragraph 977, states that Jesus Christ linked the forgiveness of sins to faith and Baptism. As it is written in Mark 16:15-16, “Go into all the world and preach the Gospel to the whole creation. He who believes and is baptized will be saved.” Baptism is considered as the first and most important sacrament of forgiveness of sins because it unites us with Christ. Christ died for our sins and rose again for our justification, and through baptism, we can also walk in newness of life, as mentioned in Romans 6:4.

We may have a strong understanding of our purpose and calling in life. However, each day presents a new opportunity for us to recommit ourselves to God. Our mission and purpose are reflected in the small decisions we make every day. We should ask ourselves, What is God expecting of me today? How can I act as a follower or messenger of Jesus today?

I am reminded of the life of Mother Carla Borgheri, who was committed to a life of holiness. She spent much of her time in prayer, devoted to the Eucharist and Mother Mary. Throughout her life, she exemplified the virtue of hope and always trusted in Divine Providence. She showed her love and charity towards God and others and had a deep respect for priests and religious sisters. Mother Carla lived a simple life, practicing virtues such as poverty, chastity, obedience, and humility. She had unique charismatic gifts and was considered by many to be a saint. Let us pray for the beatification and canonization of the servant of God, Mother Carla Borgheri, who founded the Missionary Sisters of the Incarnation and the Missionary Fathers of the Incarnation.

With the Virgin Mary, we should realise the Almighty has also noticed us and has chosen us to share and carry out the priestly, religious redeeming mission of his divine Son: Let us pray to Regina apostolorum, Queen of the apostles and ask her to give us the courage to bear witness to our Christian faith in this world of ours.

Lastly, let us thank and pray for the Postulator, Vice Postulator, Bishops, Episcopal Delegate, Notaries, Copiers, Sisters, and all those who bore witness, as well as those who were engaged in the kitchen and the church. May they be blessed by the intercession of Mother Carla Borgheri.

Sia lodato Gesù Cristo

Fr. Arockia Jose – Promotore di Giustizia

The Rogatorial investigation has been opened in the diocese of Verapoly

Pubblicato il: lunedì 15 Gennaio 2024

I am honored to stand before you today with deep gratitude and a profound sense of respect as we come together to express our sincere gratitude to Archbishop Joseph. We appreciate his gracious acceptance to preside over the canonical investigation for the cause of beatification of the beloved Servant of God, Carla Borgheri. I also express my heartfelt gratitude to all the members of the Tribunal who have generously agreed to undertake this important ecclesiastical service.

As we begin this sacred journey to examine the life and virtue of Carla Borgheri, her own words come to mind, which capture the essence of her steadfast dedication to God’s will: “Those who do God’s will in everything can never go wrong. Even if the will is lived imperfectly, it does not fail to bring us close to the Father and to sanctify us” (Carla Borgheri, Testimoni di Cristo Frascati, June 27, 1997). These profound words resonate with the heart of Carla Borgheri’s spiritual journey and serve as a guide for all of us involved in this important process. Archbishop Joseph’s acceptance of the role of Delegate Judge in this cause for beatification testifies to his commitment to upholding the sanctity of the Church’s discernment process. To all the members of the Tribunal, your willingness to contribute your expertise and time to the study of the life, virtues, reputation for holiness, and attributed signs of Carla Borgheri is highly appreciated and commendable. Your dedication to this sacred cause embodies your devotion to the service of God and the Church.

As we embark on this blessed journey, let us remain united in prayer, invoking the intercession of Carla Borgheri, so that her exemplary life may be recognized and celebrated by the Church. It is through the community’s love and support that Mother Carla became a model of life, emphasizing that holiness is not just an individual effort but the fruit of an entire community that welcomes God and becomes the concrete face of His love in every field of life. May Archbishop Joseph and all the members of the tribunal be guided by the Holy Spirit in their discernment and ensure a careful and just investigation. Thank you, Archbishop Joseph, and thank you to all the members of the Tribunal for your selfless dedication to recognizing and honoring the holiness of Carla Borgheri. May God’s grace accompany us on this holy journey.

Dr. Waldery Hilgeman Postulator

Nella diocesi di Verapoly è stata aperta l’inchiesta Rogatoriale

Pubblicato il: lunedì 15 Gennaio 2024

Sono onorato di trovarmi davanti a voi oggi con profonda gratitudine e un profondo senso di rispetto mentre ci riuniamo per esprimere la nostra sincera gratitudine all’Arcivescovo Joseph. Apprezziamo di aver gentilmente accettato di presiedere l’indagine canonica per la causa di beatificazione dell’amata Serva di Dio Carla Borgheri. Esprimo inoltre la mia viva gratitudine a tutti i membri del Tribunale che hanno generosamente accettato di svolgere questo importante servizio ecclesiastico.

Mentre iniziamo questo sacro viaggio per esaminare la vita e le virtù di Carla Borgheri, mi vengono in mente le sue stesse parole, che catturano l’essenza della sua costante dedizione alla volontà di Dio: “Coloro che fanno la volontà di Dio in ogni cosa non possono mai sbagliare. Anche se la volontà è vissuta imperfettamente, non manca di avvicinarci al Padre e di santificarci» (Carla Borgheri, Testimoni di Cristo Frascati, 27 giugno 1997).

Queste parole profonde risuonano nel cuore del viaggio spirituale di Carla Borgheri e servono da guida per tutti noi coinvolti in questo importante processo.  L’accettazione da parte dell’Arcivescovo Joseph del ruolo di Giudice Delegato in questa causa di beatificazione testimonia il suo impegno a sostenere la santità del processo di discernimento della Chiesa.

Apprezziamo la disponibilità encomiabile di tutti i membri del Tribunale, disponibilità a contribuire con la vostra esperienza e il vostro tempo allo studio della vita, delle virtù, della reputazione di santità e dei segni attribuiti a Carla Borgheri. La vostra dedizione a questa sacra causa incarna la vostra devozione al servizio di Dio e della Chiesa.

Mentre intraprendiamo questo cammino benedetto, rimaniamo uniti nella preghiera, invocando l’intercessione di Carla Borgheri, affinché la sua vita esemplare sia riconosciuta e celebrata dalla Chiesa.  È attraverso l’amore e il sostegno della comunità che Madre Carla diventa modello di vita, sottolineando che la santità non è solo uno sforzo individuale ma il frutto di un’intera comunità che accoglie Dio e diventa il volto concreto del suo amore in ogni campo della vita.

Possano Mons. Joseph e tutti i membri del tribunale essere guidati dallo Spirito Santo nel loro discernimento e garantire un’indagine attenta e giusta.  Grazie, Monsignor Joseph, e grazie a tutti i membri del Tribunale per la vostra dedizione altruistica nel riconoscere e onorare la santità di Carla Borgheri.  La grazia di Dio ci accompagni in questo santo cammino.

Dott. Waldery Hilgeman Postulatore

ENGLISH VERSION

Honoring Mother Carla: A Day of Gratitude and Unity

Pubblicato il: domenica 14 Gennaio 2024

In a joyous commemoration at St. Raphael Church Thykoodam on January 13, 2024, the Missionaries of Incarnation recently marked a day of profound significance – the remembrance of the proclamation of Mother Carla Borgheri as the Servant of God. The morning session, enriched by the wisdom of Dr. Waldery Hilgeman, delved into the details of the canonization process, providing insights into the remarkable journey of Mother Carla. As the day unfolded, the evening saw a magnificent Eucharistic celebration at 4:30 pm, presided over by Monsignor Mathew Elanjimattam, the Vicar General of Verapoli Archdiocese. This sacred occasion was made even more beautiful by the significant collaboration among the Missionary Fathers of Incarnation and the Missionary Sisters of Incarnation. Their joint efforts created an atmosphere of unity, underscoring the shared commitment to honoring Mother Carla’s profound impact on the congregation.

The evening was graced by the presence of numerous priests, sisters, and their cherished relatives and friends, creating an atmosphere of shared reverence and spiritual connection. Distinguished guests, including Postulator Waldery, Mother General Carmela Cataldo, Vicar General Loreda Spagnolo, General Councillor Sr. Jessy Chenathara, and General Procurator Sr. Gracy Thayil, added to the solemnity of the event. Mother Carmela inaugurated the proceedings with the lighting of the lamp, setting the stage for an evening filled with inspiration and remembrance. Father Joby, the parish priest, and Mr. Ooby, the Parish Council Secretary, graced the occasion with heartfelt valedictory speeches, emphasizing the impact of Mother Carla’s life on the community. Sister Loreda delivered a touching message that echoed the profound influence of Mother Carla Borgheri.

The evening unfolded with a captivating drama based on Mother Carla’s life history, skillfully conducted by Fr. John Capistan Lopez. The regional superior, Sr. Shyni, concluded the event with a heartfelt vote of thanks, expressing gratitude to all who participated in making the day a memorable tribute to the remarkable Servant of God, Mother Carla Borgheri. This day served not only as a remembrance but as a celebration of a life devoted to faith, service, and inspiration. The legacy of Mother Carla Borgheri continues to resonate, inspiring generations to come, and the collaborative efforts of the Missionary Fathers and Sisters added a unique and beautiful dimension to the celebration.

Embracing the Unwritten Chapter: 2024

Pubblicato il: lunedì 1 Gennaio 2024

A ‘New’ Year is a kaleidoscope of ‘new’—new days, new possibilities, and new connections with new faces. It invites us to embrace change, cultivate resilience, and approach each moment with a sense of wonder. As we stand on the threshold between the past and the future, the fading echoes of the year gone by mingle with the whispers of the adventures yet to unfold. It’s a moment where we honor the lessons learned and the growth achieved.

In this temporal crossroads, the ticking seconds bridge our yesterdays with our tomorrows, creating a bitter yet hopeful symphony as the clock strikes midnight. The countdown to midnight on New Year’s Eve becomes a universal moment of anticipation, where the merriment of Christmas seamlessly transforms into a collective embrace of fresh opportunities.

The new year is a chance to leave behind the challenges of the past and embrace the possibilities of the future. It’s a universal moment of transition, uniting people in a shared desire for positive change and a brighter tomorrow.

Making resolutions during the New Year is a trend these days. However, when we look back on past years, we can see where all those resolutions went. We should understand that change is not something occasional. It’s that moment of understanding and growing after that understanding. Let this be your ‘that’ moment. “Sometimes all it takes is a moment.”

“There’s a saying that St. John of the Cross repeatedly uttered: “Flowers, flowers, flowers…” In his final moments, he mentioned this upon witnessing eternal life. Similarly, why not take a moment to appreciate the beauty of the ‘flowers’ surrounding us?—not in the context of eternal life, but during our time here on Earth itself? Let’s focus on the happiness that’s revolving around us rather than dwelling on the negatives.”

The new year is not just about starting something ‘new’; it’s also about keeping the past with all its tears, mistakes, joys, and wonders and moving into the future as a much better person. May this year bring you more opportunities to make mistakes, to learn from those mistakes, and to explore the world around you in a much better way, to be a much better person.

Happy New Year!”

Andriya (Anu)

The Joy of Christmas

Pubblicato il: sabato 30 Dicembre 2023

On this occasion of Christmas season, with great joy, we the Missionary Sisters of Incarnation together with our inmates and their family members and our benefactors, celebrated the Christmas program at St. Charles Home, Tamil Nadu on 22nd Dec at 11.30 am. We invited Rev. Fr. Madhan, the correspondent of Bishop Arockiaswamy B.Ed. College as our Chief Guest and Paster Stephen, the Paster of Sahaya Nager AG Church and Mr.Vijai, Sub Inspector of Rajakamangalm who were our Special Guest. All our Chief Guests and Special guest were impressed by the cheerfulness and the programs of our dear children who are intellectually Disabled. This is the joy that we must learn from these special children and bring to others. Through the programme, we could see the possible effort and the dedication of all the sisters and the staff who are involved in their growth and education. We thank all our well-wishers, friends and relatives. May the infant Jesus bless you all and give you peace, joy and prosperity through this great festival of Christmas.

Ignatian Contemplation on the Nativity of Jesus

Pubblicato il: venerdì 29 Dicembre 2023

The joyful Christmas season comes with a lot of cakes and gifts, cribs and carols, Santa Claus, Christmas trees and colorful decorations of lights. Indeed, nowadays Christmas is identified only with these external signs and celebrations. What is the real meaning of Christmas? Why is it celebrated in such a way all over the world? What does it mean to say incarnation? Can a God be a human? These questions trigger us to go deep into the Mystery of the Incarnation of Jesus. How to enter into the greatest mystery that the world has ever seen in history? St Ignatius of Loyola in his Spiritual Exercises introduces in the second week, the Contemplation of the Nativity of Jesus to the retreatant to enter into this mystery of Incarnation.

The exercise of contemplation given by St Ignatius is not just meditative thinking on the theme of Nativity but through our imagination we become an active participant in the particular scene with thoughts and emotions in the presence of Holy persons. Indeed, at the end of the day, He asks us to do the same using our five senses to get into a deeper union of the mystery we are contemplating. While explaining Ignatian contemplation, I would like to share my personal experience. St Ignatius asks us not to see the birth of Jesus as a historical event that happened two thousand years before but as a reality happening here and now.

In contemplation, St Ignatius starts with the composition of the place, imagining and seeing mentally the place where the event is taking place, nine-month pregnant Mary with Joseph with a donkey moving from Nazareth to Bethlehem for the census. Looking a little more deeply into the details like the distance, the roads, mountains and valleys they cross and the place Jesus was born whether it is big or small. Then, it is the most interesting part, inserting yourself into the history or into the scene of contemplation. Looking at Mary, Joseph and Jesus, imagining ourselves as a poor servant and deeply gazing at them and serving them in a most reverential manner. In order to receive some spiritual fruits, I am very attentive to the words of these people and also to the actions of these people. To be born in this poor lowly state, these holy men were travelling day and night with hunger and thirst, cold winter and heavy sun and all these things are happening to me. Finally, I enter into colloquy with any of the holy persons, touching and kissing the baby Jesus. Actually, here we are not praying with any words but being present with Jesus very closely with our hearts and minds in imagination.

This is one of the peak experiences for me during the retreat of thirty days of the Spiritual Exercises. I was very much impressed and inspired by the humility, accepting the vulnerability and identification of Jesus after the contemplation. What a memorable journey with Mother Mary and Joseph! I was guiding the donkey, conversing with Mother Mary, fetching water from the well and preparing the tent at night. She never treated me as a servant but always as a son. How much love and care, Joseph showed towards Mary and to safeguard the Holy Child. After this contemplation only, my devotion towards Joseph has begun. Mother Mary was very much suffering during the journey, fainting and vomiting but she never grumbled about the discomfort. When we reached Bethlehem, nobody gave us a place to stay. Mother Mary was in labour pain, Joseph left Mary with me to go to search for a place. Everyone was gazing at us but none helped to find a place. At last, we found a dirty stinky cowshed full of rubbles. Mary was crying aloud in pain; I prepared hot water and soaked the cloth to ease the delivery. I could imagine, Jesus learned from Mary the meaning of passion. I was ready there to do anything for Mother Mary and Joseph. After a long struggle, she gave birth to Jesus, the only Son of God. His legs first touched the cow shit.

I could not control my emotions when I saw Jesus to be in such a lowly condition. The mighty God who has created heaven and earth, mountains and valleys is born in such a place, full of rubbish, stinking smell of cows’ excreta. What a poverty! Such a powerful and omnipotent God is lying like any other child, depending on human help for its needs, What humility! Though He is the mightiest God, He did not open his mouth besides crying for milk. What a vulnerability he has assumed! A God who depends on humans for any of their needs. It’s incredible! These thoughts disturbed me much. St Ignatius here makes us to belong these things by saying, everything for me. At this moment, I become emotionally, and rationally connected to the person of Jesus. He has incarnated for me; He has assumed himself to be born in such a lowly state for me. Jesus humbled himself to the human being and the world for me. Jesus identifies Himself with such a poor condition of place and people. Jesus emptied Himself from such a mighty godly state to a state of vulnerability and dependence. From this experience of contemplation of Nativity, I learned that coming down or emptying oneself for the life of others is Christmas, identifying myself with the poor and vulnerable is Christmas,

Let my prayer for this Christmas be,

Lord give me the grace to accept my vulnerability, let me incarnate and come down from my pride honour and self-reliance. The grace to perceive and identify you in the poor, the humble, the homeless and the vulnerable people. Fill me with the grace of Humility, Poverty, Incarnating and self-emptying love.

                Frankly Jayanth SJ